21 September 2005

Thoughts from a misbent youth...


So, life really is confussing right now. i keep on second guessing myself. I sat out on my favorite bridge for about 40 min and just returned. During Bible study tonight..i think i finally came to a realization that scares me. I think too much. Seriously. Some stuff keeps flying through my mind and i don't know how to handle it. I just want to turn it over to God but stupid me keeps myself from doing so. I talked to Samara tonight. That was so refreshing. I also spoke with Jeremiah again today. We talked about Holland and the hurricane some as his family has to relocate. I thought of Mrs. Nelms a lot. She also lives in Katy, Texas like Jeremiah's family. I would hate to lose contact with her yet again. Maybe she is one of those people that Ariel likes to mention...in your life just when you need it and no more. No follow up, or worries...but you can't help but think about them and the impact in your life. I've been doing a lot on photoshop recently..i also move tomorrow to my new dorm room. Not to mention my two papers, art project, and math homework due. I am meeting with Katherine on Friday to go shopping for a friend's gift. it is too far away for me to get on my own so she volunteered to drive and we are hanging out for the day. Well, i'll put some of my furtherfinish band work up here..let me know what you think. I don't know how the band feels having only Joran on the cover even if the back is all of them. I am also designing a staffphotography website and new business cards. Man, i am so tired. I need to follow Guido's advice and sleep an uber-load! Well, i best be off to shower and write my human event paper. doei. love you all. (notice the period katy?!?)

1 comment:

Tracy M. said...

i don't think i've told you enough how awesome you are, alicia! i love reading your blogs, and i love you! God lives in you and works through you, that's for sure. and you're an inspiration to all. I love you!